Oh Saturn returns… I'm feeling like times are changing. There's been a whirl wind of activity and somehow I feel like I will emerge from it changed. This little piece was first conceived on the bus. These days I do my best drawings there. … Read More

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I talked to P last night. I called him because I was feeling like I needed a friend and he said he would be there for me for support. I left a message and he called me back. He was at a party out celebrating that they won a soccer game. But, he still took the time to talk to me for about 10-15 minutes to make sure that I was okay. I thought that was so sweet. He talked to me about my grandma. He said “wow you have a lot happening at once right now?” i was like “yes I do.”

Then my ex calls me this morning. He saw I tried calling him but I really was trying to reach his mom because when he was in prison she was a huge support to me and i was to her as well. But, he calls me back this morning. He says well I saw you called and thought you wanted me to call you back and talk to you. I didn’t even tell him I was actually trying to reach his mom. But, i told him i was sick and he was like did you get sick from me and i was like well I don’t know. I told him about my grandma and he was like she has cancer I said yes I told you that before. But, he was actually being really nice. This is the guy I remember not the guy he is when he drinks or does drugs. I asked him if he was still with his girlfriend and he was like no we broke up because my friend D rung her out for the way she talked to you on the phone and then I did for doing what she did and she was so high she crashed her car into a tree. I was like okay. He told me he is not moving forever although originally he thought he was never coming back but now he is he is just moving because he wants to try to get his life together and I really hope this is true. He says things are a little better for him. He told me he still loved me and I said i still love you too but we are not getting back together at least not right now until he gets his life together but I really hope he does.

I said I hate when you ignore me though because it makes me think you hate me. He is like I don’t hate you. I said well that’s good because that just makes me feel worse when he ignores me or I think he just completely hates me.

If you want to add me on facebook or myspace btw I’m

www.facebook.com/christinajeanne22
www.myspace.com/christinafailla < that would be my married name but not getting married yet bah we where supposed to in October but not gonna happen yet I'm waiting but not patiently

www.twitter.com/christinajeanne

Are McDonald's Real Fruit Smoothies really made out of real fruit? The Short answer: Yes The Long and more complicated answer: Even though fruit is in the ingredient list-sugar is, too. The smoothies are made by adding ice and low fat yogurt to a fruit blend. McDonald's sells two different kinds of smoothies: Wild Berry and Strawberry Banana. Here's the ingredient list for each fruit blend: Strawberry Banana Fruit Blend Strawberry puree, banana p … Read More

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So one of the things that I have done now for a while now is stopped saying happy birthday on Myface… err… Facebook.  So what i mean by that is… I'm not being an arse by not saying happy birthday to you on your special day, however, I feel it needed to actually be said in person to have much more of an impact.  Now before I get to deep into this I must address the points I wanted to make in this blog: 1) How have we allowed ourselves to bec … Read More

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