Happy september everyone! It’s been a little over a month since my dog died and almost a month since me and my ex broke up. I found out tonight that he is in jail. I don’t want to say too much about it. But, I’m wondering now if he knew he might go and he broke up with me and was being so cruel to me for that reason. But, I’m going to try to visit him sometime before september 13th I think we both need to see each other. And if he dosen’t want to see me I can always show up at his court date because he can’t run away from me there. I just think we need to see each other and talk if possible. We have a lot of stuff to work out and I just want him to know that when I promised him that I would be there for him NO MATTER WHAT I meant it and I’m keeping my word. I have a feeling not too many other people will be there for him. At least not like I was/am/will be. I know I said I wouldn’t be there for him but it’s just not fair to break my promise to him unlike all the promises he broke to me. I have to work tommorrow too which I’m not looking forward to but I need the money. This is going to be a very busy month for me. I’m feeling calm and relaxed tonight and I’m going to a labor day barbecue. I’m listening to allie gonino I loved you because I loved him.