One thing I’m learning is taking care of myself. I finally read some of the papers on self esteem my counselor gave me. That is one of the first things it says we need to do. To take care of myself. I was reading the list and realized many things about myself. I don’t have very much fun. I really would like to have some validation. I want to be respected. I need to see that I’m making progress and working towards something good. I am getting better at standing up for myself and telling others when I don’t want to do something.

My computer and phone where broken. Or so I thought. It turns out a cord had come out. It just reminded me sometimes I think I know something and turns out that there is more to it. I’m glad to have the computer back and that there is nothing seriously wrong with it or the phone.