Today is my godfathers birthday who passed away 4 years ago. I didn’t get to sleep til 2AM last night. I feel very sad and lost today. I just need the support right now.

I haven’t been taking care of myself lately. I know that is something I need to work on. Today I am going to go run some errands and go pick up some books from the library. I haven’t read in such a long time. I know I need to get back to doing things that are important to me especially on days like this.

I woke up early in the morning and overate. Now I haven’t eaten anything because I just don’t feel hungry right now. I’m too tired to eat anything. I was hoping my boyfriend would call me and I haven’t heard from him but I’m sure he will call me when he can.