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pissed

I went on my ex’s profile. Yeah I know that’s stupid and I haven’t looked at it in weeks. And one of his friends posted a comment honestly I don’t know weather it was geared towrds me or not. But, I feel like I have no reason to be sorry and I don’t blame myself for what happend between us. As far as I’m concerned there is no reason to. He is the one that left me and he is the one that acted like a total jerk to me. I always thought if we did break up it would at least be civil and we could remain friends. But, he made that impossible. So yeah I do blame him because in my mind it is his fault. And if he dosen’t like that then he has no one to blame but himself. I’m getting so tired of his friends defending him or insinuating things when they probably don’t even know half the story. How could they when I don’t even know what happend. They told me to leave him alone and he told me to leave him alone and I have end of story so why can’t they just leave me alone. I want to move on I’m tired of rehashing this all the time but they make it impossible to do so. I’m also pissed because I don’t understand why people add me to there buddy lists or friends list and then delete me. This has happend to me three times already and if you don’t want to be my friend then just don’t add me. enough said. On the bright side tommorrow I’m probably going over to my neighbors house. He dosen’t have class so he should be home. Plus, everyone else will be at school so we can have one on one time to talk and get to know one another. I’m really looking forward to it he is such a nice guy and super cute. I might bring my camera too as you know I love photography and I would love to get pics of him to show everyone and put on my sites. By the way another reason I’m excited is I’m going to talk to that photographer about helping her out and learning things about taking pictures and editing them and stuff. so, I’m really excited about that too. And I added my modeling portfolio I got it together and sent it in. So I hope I hear something back soon from the modeling agency. I’m exhausted from working all day and tipsy. I’m probably just gonna finish stuff up on the computer tonight and come back on tommorrow

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pissed

I went on my ex’s profile. Yeah I know that’s stupid and I haven’t looked at it in weeks. And one of his friends posted a comment honestly I don’t know weather it was geared towrds me or not. But, I feel like I have no reason to be sorry and I don’t blame myself for what happend between us. As far as I’m concerned there is no reason to. He is the one that left me and he is the one that acted like a total jerk to me. I always thought if we did break up it would at least be civil and we could remain friends. But, he made that impossible. So yeah I do blame him because in my mind it is his fault. And if he dosen’t like that then he has no one to blame but himself. I’m getting so tired of his friends defending him or insinuating things when they probably don’t even know half the story. How could they when I don’t even know what happend. They told me to leave him alone and he told me to leave him alone and I have end of story so why can’t they just leave me alone. I want to move on I’m tired of rehashing this all the time but they make it impossible to do so. I’m also pissed because I don’t understand why people add me to there buddy lists or friends list and then delete me. This has happend to me three times already and if you don’t want to be my friend then just don’t add me. enough said. On the bright side tommorrow I’m probably going over to my neighbors house. He dosen’t have class so he should be home. Plus, everyone else will be at school so we can have one on one time to talk and get to know one another. I’m really looking forward to it he is such a nice guy and super cute. I might bring my camera too as you know I love photography and I would love to get pics of him to show everyone and put on my sites. By the way another reason I’m excited is I’m going to talk to that photographer about helping her out and learning things about taking pictures and editing them and stuff. so, I’m really excited about that too. And I added my modeling portfolio I got it together and sent it in. So I hope I hear something back soon from the modeling agency. I’m exhausted from working all day and tipsy. I’m probably just gonna finish stuff up on the computer tonight and come back on tommorrow

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